AAAARRRRRGGGGG!!!!! Unfortunately
this is how I am feeling right now. I consider myself to be a pretty positive
person, but there are times that I just get down. It really sucks because I had
a great weekend, and was feeling really good, and then today happened.
Remember when I said that the weather
controls my mood? Well, today was chilly and raining and I didn’t want to go
out, but I had too. I walked to the store with my umbrella and had it almost go
inside out several times, why don’t they invent a wind resistant umbrella? And
it didn’t really do any good anyway; I still got damp because of the rain. It
was dim in my apartment all day and I didn’t end up getting anything done all
day.
There are other things that happened
today that are too personal to write about, but let me say that sometimes life
sucks. When the sky is grey and it rains I can’t help but feel like my life is
never going to get better. Days like today make me feel like crawling into bed
and pulling the covers over my head.
Well, now that I have depressed
you all, I will finish by saying that tomorrow is another day. “I had no shoes
and I complained until I met the man who had no feet”. The sun will shine
again. I want to say that things will look better in the morning, but that is
not always the case. Sometimes the sun stays away for a couple days, but it
always returns sooner or later.
